[... ... ... you can practically see a "message failed to load, please try again" message on her face, but she nods slowly... trying to seem like she understands]
I blamed humans and half-elves for the death of my tree, and when I reawakened I tried to destroy them all. Taking on this form was my way of hiding myself from threats...and I don't want to do any of that now, of course! But I can't pretend I didn't do some horrible things.
Well, a lot's happened. There was a lot of trouble between Sylvarant and Tethe'alla, but I think we avoided the worst that could happen. And with Marta and you and the others...I'm sure things will be all right.
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I'm not just Emil. I know this will sound strange, but...I'm also Ratatosk, the Summon Spirit of the Giant Kharlan Tree.
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You're... also? Mm... like a secret identity?
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Not exactly.
[Not anymore? Something like that.]
I took on a human form two years ago, although it wasn't for good reasons.
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Is it okay if I ask what your reasons were?
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Being able to admit it is something that only a strong person can do.
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Not really. I just...I didn't want to deceive you again.
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Is there anything else important that I should know? Um, about the future?
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